Sticks and stones may break my bones, but I'd see them coming long before they hurt me. I would hear them, too. Maybe even smell them. My abilities came in handy at times.

     But today they were more like a curse.

     Through a cracked and filthy window, I watched two Jeeps filled with soldiers and their machine guns park on a hill above the monastery. They wore military camouflage that hardly camouflaged them at all. From the way they slouched off into the olive trees, I knew they believed themselves unseen, except that I had seen them quite well. I noted each stitch on their clothing, every whisker on their unshaven faces, even the color of their bootlaces.
I blinked behind thick sunglasses that shielded my sensitive eyes from the harsh midsummer sun. It was nearing dusk so my eyes didn’t hurt as much. I had just turned thirteen and was now able to see better in the dark than in daylight. I preferred the night anyway. It was quieter after the sun went down.

     My family of Maronite monks kept me away from the Lebanese villagers who stared and gossiped about the way I looked. The local kids who should have been my friends threw rocks at me, but I was quick on my feet and dodged each and every one. Even threw a few of my own. Let them whisper behind my back because I'd still hear them. I could hear a bee leave its hive from a mile away.

     I should have told Brother Thomas about the soldiers, but I had trouble pulling myself from the window. I felt like a hooked fish, the bait my own insatiable curiosity. Just a few more minutes. What harm could there be in waiting a few minutes longer?

    Two civilian-looking men stayed behind with the Jeeps. My keen eyes zeroed in on the taller one, blond and blue-eyed, who stood beside a ruined pillar of an ancient structure that had once been part of a heathen temple. I saw the man's anger as he swatted at biting flies that buzzed too close to his face, his mouth moving with words I couldn’t hear while wearing my earplugs. So I took them out.

     “Damn vile country,” he spat, his English carrying the cadence of a Brit like the monk who had taught me this language. Addressing the pudgy man beside him, he added, “The bitch will pay, I promise you that."

     I winced at the words, but not because of their meaning, which made no sense to me. It was his loud voice that bit through my skull and vibrated painfully between my ears. I struggled to separate his voice from other noises nearby, like the buzzing flies, the rustling olive trees, the bleating goats in the courtyard. Head aching, I concentrated, focusing only on the words that took shape inside my mind.

     “Faisal, radio the men. Make sure they’re in position.”

     The man he had called Faisal wore a striped hijab and when he nodded, the turban of fabric wobbled on his head like one of Cook’s moghlie puddings.

     Something wasn't right. A warning bell chimed inside my head, but I ignored it. I was too mesmerized by the Englishman walking down the rocky path toward our chapel. He held himself with confidence, not crouched in wariness like the men dressed as soldiers. This one didn't try to hide. Brother Thomas must be expecting him.

     I replaced my earplugs and inhaled deeply through pinched nostrils, hoping to catch a muted whiff of the foreigner, but he was too far away. If I removed the swimmer’s nose clips I always wore, I’d be assaulted by the myriad smells outside, same as my ears had been overwhelmed by the sounds. I'd wait for him to come closer so I could identify the scents on his clothes and body. That would tell me what I needed to know.

     He stepped through groping fingers of long shadows and skirted the scaffolds that leaned against decaying chapel walls. He scowled up at a tent of heavy canvas that replaced large portions of the missing roof. A small goat trotted in front of him and he kicked at it, brushing at his crisply ironed slacks as if they’d become soiled.

     I scrambled down off the crate I'd used to reach the window, and crept barefoot along the uneven floor of a hallway leading to the chapel. A thick wooden door stood slightly ajar and I knelt beside it, peering through a two-inch gap to watch.

     On the opposite side of the room, the Englishman stuck his head inside and called, “Anyone here?”

     Brother Thomas, a short middle-aged man in a tan robe that fluttered around his ankles, hobbled toward the voice. He stooped as he walked, as if to avoid hitting his head on a low ceiling, though he cleared it by a good six feet or more. “May I help you?”

     The stranger stepped inside and folded his arms across his chest. “I believe you have something that belongs to me.”

     The monk frowned, then his leathery face broke into a smile. “Ah! Gavin Heinrich! You have arrived sooner than I expected. So pleased to finally meet you.” He bowed, his expression anxious while saying in heavily accented English, “You have come for our Chalice?”

     I swallowed the lump of ice that suddenly formed in my throat.

     The man called Heinrich cocked a brow and leaned back on his heels. “I’ve come for the girl --”

     “Yes, yes,” Brother Thomas said, bobbing his head and stepping closer. “The girl, Chalice. That is her name.”

     No. This wasn’t possible. My home was here, at the monastery. No way would I go anywhere with this man.

     “And the other item?” Heinrich asked.

     Thomas looked confused. “Other item?”

     Heinrich made a huffing sound as if annoyed, then relaxed his jaw like it would hide how tense he was. But I could see it in his eyes. His lips curved in a half smile when he said, “The letter. My wife gave you a letter before she died.”

     “Of course, of course. Forgive me. I am old and my memory is not so good any more.” Thomas chuckled, but quickly sobered while clearing his throat. “Your wife said we should give it to the girl when she comes of age.”

     When Heinrich stared down at his feet, the monk’s bright eyes softened. “Forgive me, sir, for my late condolences on your loss.”

     I noted how the man’s expression of anguish appeared forced. I'd seen that look before, on the faces of actors in the village during performances of summertime plays. His soft words of thanks sounded unnatural coming from his hard, thin-lipped mouth. I realized then that he wasn't a good man.

     “How awful to learn of your wife’s tragic death from an old Lebanese newspaper. If we had known how to contact you when it happened...”

     Head still down, the Englishman held up his hand in a halting gesture. “I understand.”
“I assure you we did all we could to save her, but she had lost so much blood. Did you ever find the man who shot her?"

      Heinrich neither spoke nor looked up.

     Thomas cleared his throat. "Well, I suppose she was lucky her little plane crashed so close to the monastery. If it hadn't, we might not have been in time to save the baby.”

     Baby? They couldn't possibly be talking about me. I knew my mother had bled to death after giving birth to me, but not from a gunshot wound. I'd always assumed I'd been the cause.

     Heinrich's audible swallow sounded authentic. Maybe he was nervous about his lies. “I'm in your debt, Brother Thomas. Your kindness won't go unrewarded.”

     “Would you like to see your daughter now?”

     “Chalice, is it?” Heinrich asked. “Yes, very much.”

     Thomas turned away.

     “Excuse me, Brother Thomas, but is Chalice aware of what her mother left her?”

     The monk halted mid-step and swung back around to face him. “Her mother asked us to keep it secret until she's old enough to take responsibility for herself. We have done so. Chalice knows nothing about it.”

     Heinrich smiled, as if relieved. “I’m happy to abide by my late wife’s wishes. Just bring me the letter and I’ll keep it safe.”

     The monk's eyes squinted with uncertainty, but he nodded and motioned toward another monk standing in the shadows. He spoke to him in Arabic, then said to the man, “Brother Francis will get it for you while I fetch the girl.”

     When I saw the smug look on Heinrich's face, I felt sick to my stomach.

     Brother Thomas headed my way. I stood, rage at his betrayal making my body shake. My first impulse was to run away, flee to the village and hide. But then what? I’d read about the outside world in the newspaper and understood how dangerous it could be for a thirteen-year-old girl alone. Those in the village who knew me would just bring me back here. I had no friends but the monks who had raised me.

     As ideas for escape eluded me, Brother Thomas pushed open the chapel door. A thin smile twitched on his lips. “Chalice, my child. I was just coming to get you.” His eyebrows tangled together in a concerned frown. “Is something wrong?”

     He spoke to me in Arabic, and I replied in his language. “How could you?” I asked, my voice breaking.

     Understanding shone in his eyes. “You heard us talking.”

     “I’m not going away with that man.”

     “That man is your father.” He huffed a blast of breath out his nose. “I'm only thinking of what's best for you. We're monks, Chalice. We love you, but we've done all we can. You now grow into a young woman and deserve more than this.” He gestured at the crumbling walls, the hay-strewn hallway with the tilted floor, the cracked windows. “Mr. Heinrich is a rich man who can give you everything you need and want...”

     I glared at him, unable to stop the stinging tears that slipped free. I swiped them furiously from my cheeks and whispered harshly, “Now I understand. You sold me to him.”

     “It's not like that,” Thomas said, though guilt etched the seams of his weathered face. I knew that look because it was the same one I’d seen after catching him in a drunken stupor. “He is your father.”

     “My mother would never marry a man like that,” I said, jabbing my finger toward the chapel. “He's pompous and cold.”

     The monk wiped a hand down his face and sighed. “You don't know that.”

     “If he's my father, why would he bring bodyguards here with him?”

     Thomas frowned. “Bodyguards?”

     “Didn’t you see them? Ten men are outside hiding behind rocks and trees. What makes the Englishman so special that he needs protection?”

     The monk shook his head and shrugged. “Your father has great wealth and can afford to do whatever he likes." He straightened and tucked both hands in his robe pockets. "I've had enough of your foolishness, girl. Come along now.”

     The pulse in my neck beat so hard I could almost taste it in my throat, and the instinct to run grew stronger. Slipping a hand under my muslin shift, I fingered the knife sheathed in goatskin strapped to my thigh and was reassured by its presence.

     He saw me do it. “None of that, not today. I need you to behave. Your father has traveled thousands of miles from America-–"

     “America?” I set my anger aside for the moment. I'd always dreamed of visiting the United States. It was the land of hot dogs, Disneyland, Barbie Dolls and Pearl Jam. I knew of American music from listening to songs that filtered through headphones worn by an occasional tourist in the village. The sound had been wonderful, and I wanted to hear more. “But that man has a British accent, not American.”

     Though I still had no intention of leaving with the man called Heinrich, curiosity brewed hot inside me. America. And he had known my mother. I had to get closer to him, smell him...

     "English or American, he's still your father. Let's go," Thomas said with impatience.

     I allowed him to steer me into the chapel, his work-roughened fingers warm at the back of my neck. Standing in obedient silence, I watched Heinrich roam the modest room while scrutinizing pieces of religious art scattered across rotting walls and splintered tabletops. He seemed to appraise their value, but nothing here was worth much. Not even the child he’d come to collect. What could he possibly want with me?

     Brother Francis entered the chapel carrying an envelope. Far younger than Brother Thomas, the monk kept his gaze cast to the floor as he handed over the precious letter Heinrich had seemed so eager to get his hands on. He accepted it reverently, then carefully tucked it into his shirt pocket.

     I vaguely recalled what he and Brother Thomas had said about the letter. I'd been so consumed with fear and anger at hearing I was to leave with this man that I hadn't paid much attention to anything else. Something about my mother bleeding to death from a gunshot wound, though I knew that couldn't be true. My mother had died in childbirth. I had killed her just by being born.

     Heinrich finally noticed me. He appeared tense at first, then slouched with his back against the wall, hands in his pockets, his legs crossed at the ankles.

     Thomas glanced between Heinrich and me. “She's an unusual girl, Mr. Heinrich. Please be patient with her.”

     Heinrich frowned. “Do you mean she's... simple-minded?”

     The monk shook his head and spoke as if I weren't in the room. “No, sir. She's extremely bright. We have schooled her ourselves, but we reached our academic limits two years ago. We purchased many used textbooks in Beirut for her to study, but I'm afraid it's not enough. The child is bored, which often makes her...”

     Looking irritated, Heinrich barked, “Makes her what?”

     Thomas winced. “She’s a spirited child with great imagination. Too inquisitive sometimes, and this causes mischief.”

     Heinrich pushed away from the wall and stepped forward. Kneeling before me, he spoke to me like I was five instead of thirteen. “Chalice? I’m your father. Say goodbye to your friends now because it’s time for us to go home to America.”

     I stared at him while shaking my mane of inky black hair that I’d been told looked just like my mother’s. The sun had disappeared beyond the horizon and votive candles perched on an altar cast flickering light across the man’s face. He looked amused by my large sunglasses and the swimmer’s nose clips that pinched my nostrils shut.

     Standing up, he smiled. “Isn’t it too early for Halloween?”

     Thomas came up behind him and said, “Chalice is extremely sensitive to light, smell and sound. You can't see the ear plugs, but I'm sure she is wearing them.”

     Heinrich gazed down at the monk, a pleased expression on his face. How odd that he'd appreciate my freakishness when it bothered most people. “And the cause of this sensitivity?”

     Thomas shrugged. “We don't know, but we think it's a result of her traumatic birth, that it might have affected her brain. The village doctor says she is perfectly healthy. Just a bit, how do you say, high strung.”

     The man grinned at me and said, "Won't you say hello to your father?”

     My spine went rigid and I fisted my hands at my sides, lifting my chin in defiance. Using the Queen’s English in a deep voice that even I knew sounded too mature for a child, I said, “You’re not my father.”

     “Chalice!” Thomas came toward me as if to deliver a reprimand, but Heinrich grabbed him by the shoulder to keep him back.

     “It’s all right, Thomas,” he said coolly. “She’s a teenager. She can’t help being belligerent.” He couldn’t see me glare at him from behind my sunglasses. “Chalice, you look a lot like your mother. Did you know that?”

     I gasped and leaned toward him, my confidence shrinking as I bowed my shoulders and tilted my head, my inquisitive nature getting the best of me. “How well did you know my mother?”

     “Very well,” he said smoothly, a father speaking calmly to an agitated child. “After all, she was my wife. Let me have a better look at you, hm? Let me see if you have her pretty eyes.”

     Wary as a mouse before a cat, I removed my sunglasses, then immediately covered my eyes with both hands. “It’s too bright!”

     Heinrich reached out to pull me deeper into the shadowed corner of the chapel. I yanked away from his touch.

     “You prefer dark places?” he asked.

     I squinted and nodded, the needle-sharp pricks of light making my head pound. Blinking a few times, I finally opened my eyes all the way. I knew they were a strange color, gold and turquoise, and I was ashamed of how different they made me look. Mildly surprised by my reaction to such dim light, Heinrich seemed satisfied with what he saw. Brother Thomas had told me many times that I had my mother’s eyes.

     I tried to back away, but he grabbed my arms to hold me still. “What’s wrong, Chalice? You don't have to be afraid of me. I’m your father.”

     I kicked at his shins with my small bare feet and my nose clip popped free. I grimaced at the unwelcome odors. “No! Not my father. I know you’re not!”

     “How do you know?”

     Thomas scurried over to try separating us, but Heinrich shoved him away. “Don't interfere.”

     “You mustn't be rough with her,” Thomas said, his voice rising to an anguished whine. He tottered from side to side, as if unsure what to do. “She's a precocious child, but still only a child!”

     Heinrich ignored him. “What makes you so sure I’m not your father, Chalice?”

     I stopped struggling, but he continued to hold me by the forearms. My spine stiffened again and I offered him the same haughty tilt to my chin. “Your blood doesn't smell like mine.”

     “You can smell my blood?”

     “As well as the pesto you had for lunch today. The dirt on the soles of your shoes is not from this country. Your expensive soap doesn’t hide the stink of your sweat.” But it was more than sweat that offended me. His stench made my eyes water. I turned my face away and sucked in a breath. “I smell on you the deaths of others.”

     He released me only so that he could get a better grip around my waist, but I ducked from his grasp. I whirled out of reach and lifted my dress to seize my blade. A long, slim butterfly knife glinted in the faint glow of votive candles. Crouched with the blade poised to strike, I backed my way to the chapel door.

     Heinrich chuckled, looking relaxed with his hands in his pockets. “What a delight you are, Chalice. Such fire in your soul! You and I have a wonderful future ahead of us.”

     “I won’t go with you!” I was ashamed of how my voice cracked. My tears flowed freely now, and the hand holding the blade shook with rage. “Burn in hell.”

     His arching brows made him look clownish, but no less evil. “I probably will. But for the time being, I need you and your special... skills. You’re so much like your mother.”

     I swallowed, still wary of him, but more attentive now to his words. He’d known my mother, had spoken to her, maybe even touched her...

     His elongated shadow cast by the altar’s candles flickered on the wall behind him. “Felicia was just as special as you are, you know. Too bad I couldn't convince her to work for me. You, however, are young and can be molded into the thief I need.”

     “I won’t steal for you or anyone else!” I shouted, my defiance and fear at war with each other.

     “Not now, but you will. And I think you’ll be very good at it.” I saw amusement in his cold eyes; he enjoyed my fear, even seemed energized by it.

     “I must ask you to leave, Mr. Heinrich,” Thomas said in a quavering voice. “You have misrepresented yourself and I'm calling the authorities.”

     Heinrich flicked his wrist, fingers splayed, and a zig-zag of green lightning flew from the tips to strike Thomas in the throat. The monk grabbed his neck, eyes bulging, as he struggled to breathe.

     "What did you do?" I was paralyzed with awe at seeing what I could only describe as magic. "You're hurting him! Stop!" I wanted to run to Thomas, shake him to make him breathe again, but my fear of Heinrich doing magic on me froze me in place.

     Bending as if to tie his shoe, Heinrich yanked a small pistol from an ankle holster and fired. Brother Thomas froze when the bullet pierced his forehead. The monk hadn’t yet fallen within the time it took Heinrich to rush over and grab me, preventing me from striking at him first. But shock had made me motionless. I could do nothing but stare as the monk slid bonelessly to the floor.

     Machine gun fire sprayed above our heads just as Heinrich drew back his fist. Though stunned, my mind worked well enough to guess the shot from Heinrich’s pistol had been a signal to his men outside. I stared at the fist aimed at my face, the knuckles white, the backs of his curled fingers sprouting fine hairs as pale as those on his head. He wore a ring on his middle finger, its ruby center surrounded by Sanskrit letters that I could read with crystal clarity. They spelled the word Vyantara.

     Then I saw only darkness.